I know you blame me for everything that’s gone wrong in your life for the past two and half years, but I never intended to hurt you, all I wanted was to be with you, hold you in my arms, and wake you up. I’ve shared my life my dreams my fantasies my goals with you, even if there not ambitious or realistic enough for you, I shared with you the real me. I never tried to impress you or convince you that I was smarter or better then anyone, I’ve been genuine and true about loving you, you know me, there is nothing else to tell, I’m a simple foolish soul, invisible to most and beautiful to few.
It’s always my fault, isn’t it?
I agree, because you feel relaxed. I understand we don’t see things the same way but our lives and paths that brought us here were full of experience that made us what we our today. Love has damaged both of us.
“I was still searching for someone to blame for my suffering. I really wanted someone to transfer my hate to, so that I could stop hating myself.” ~ Glenn Beck
“Love is not something we give or get; it is something that we nurture and grow, a connection that can only be cultivated between two people when it exists within each one of them – we can only love others as much as we love ourselves.” ~ Brené Brown